STAR, Baby Release Weekend

My new single STAR, Baby is out right now everywhere. If you haven’t yet, go ahead and listen on your favorite streaming platform.

I FUCK BEST WITH A BROKEN HEART
YOUR SEX MAKE ME FEEL LIKE A STAR 

Pouding synths been penetrating my brain, and I finally found form and function to put them into reality. The result is STAR, Baby, and somehow my immediate future was sealed. A sound that is both fresh and reminiscent of Pretty Pretty. The idea of love in our community being fleeting, and the reality of hurting yourself in order to feel something – all coming together in this track.

After months of experimenting, figuring out what I want to say, and how I want to say it, I am proud of this track, and this new visual language. I been releasing music for a while now, but I really wanted a clean cut – and the thing to do is to archive all your instagram posts for a new era lol. It does feel fresh and new. It worked. Also, new lyric video design, new imagery across platforms – this feels new, exciting, exactly right.

Being independent means all of the shit you see is all me, all my brain, my ideas of what shit should sound, feel and look like. I’m proud of that – and I printed these huge posters cause I wanted something with impact, and I fucking love how it turned out. Filmed a few videos with those posters, took some pictures. Such a sick way of bringing some of my mostly digital efforts into the analog world. It feels correct. Truly something I want to do more of.

Also, my STAR, Baby stickers arrived.

I’ve been loving your guys’ reactions, it means the world to me when you reach out to me about my music and my art. Thank you for taking this song and making it yours – that’s what I make music for. Listen to it, make love to it, feel your own heart breaking again – but remember, you fuck better with a broken heart, so maybe take advantage of that.

I’ve been enjoying a weekend off, tomorrow it’s back to the studio and back to making more music, more content. Thing is… There’s a new song coming in 2 weeks already. oOOoOo yea.

star, baby

I need him to break my heart again, just so I can love him with everything I got. These soulless fucks got nothing on the feeling of real heartbreak and some good old revenge. And that shit painful, I guess: in contrast, the love that I feel seems even more significant, more unwavering. Steady, like those frequencies bouncing off club walls.

You, your body, your mind, facing you like facing function one. Head on. Game on — there is beauty, a complete loss of control. Pain. I can make myself a home here, though. I can get used to this, used to you, used to being

STAR, Baby, my new song will be out on May 22nd. And this feeling, a constant unknown somewhere between love and hurt — that’s what this is about. You know damn well this is what being queer feels like — and the more I talk to straight people… I don’t think they understand. And that’s okay. But: we have to create the art that speaks of our existence ourselves. I try to do that.

And somehow I still want you, still need you, you make me feel like the centre of attention, and I do, I wanna feel like a star. What does it mean to be a star? I guess I’ll be one in your eyes, and that’s enough for me. I just know I cant do it alone, I need your approval and I’ll do anything for it.

I need you. To feel like a star. To feel my best. I need your skin, I need to make out with you. See? That red light? I can tell we look good. I’m shy and shit but not with you. I like looking at myself like this, and even though I can sense the hurt inside, I push forward cause I create beauty with you. So turn the red light on, baby. I’m a star, baby.

And maybe you hurt me because it does you good in this way — you know I fuck harder when I’m hurt, so you do that shit on purpose. It’s fine cause we’re young, like. We do this for fun, although it doesn’t feel like fun most of the time. You make my mind go numb and then use my body, for your pleasure.

I feel like a star, baby, when you touch me.

 

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