köln based alternative electronic music artist.
all made by phl.
songwriting, lyrics, images, music and art.
somewhere between art and reality.
too many hours spent alone
too many hours at the peak of our existence spent locked down
and honestly the only ones who don’t wear a mask properly are old fucks
who WE need to be saving but then THEY take their mask off and touch
every last penny and then lick their fingers? yes, you GO.
need freedom immediately
worlds collapsing and i’m in here for good
been sick for so long i can’t remember what it’s like not to be down
woke up to calls from you whispering then shouting
took to much and you expected your heart to burst out of your chest any minute
free itself from attachement to your body
lose itself in trying to catch up with your brain going more miles
more and more miles a minute each second over
5 minutes in and i’m on my way, phone on the dash, reality a blur
i ain’t quite there myself, friday nights take me down
fake me down
get to you to give you more, more will always help
more love more hurt more understanding
more DOWN more DOWN
love in this world
i’m intensely in love with eurythmics and i’ve been watching performances
left and right. i really think they’re one of the best bands to have existed.
annie lennox, holy fuck
been dealing with some shit from this jumbled mess of a life
there’s heat in me where there shouldn’t be
and it’s fighting the fire that runs my system normally
it’s fire against heat and i can’t stand up to all that shit any longer
my mouth foaming my heart burning my soul in heat
in sweaty wet heat
the kinda heat you don’t want
the kinda heat of the jungle
the kinda heat that tears you down
been sick for so long
i don’t remember what it’s like
not to be down
there’s correlation between seeing you and seeing night fall, it’s as if the city warns
me with reflections in windows passing by like souls of the past, reminding me that
yes there was something in us, there was something good, something more than i
feel now. the light is warning me against forgetting us and forgetting this feeling,
against being lost in whatever this new life is, whatever this new love is. it might feel
right in the moment but it might not feel right comparing. this street conscious keeps
me wandering and looking into the silent sky. and i go on and i search for you but
all i can see is memory, you and your skin & your love & your mind & your painting.
in my room with a window to the world
there’s a window to the world and the world is a window to you
a reflection of you and an easy one to see
a connectin to you and an easy one to miss
where are you going to be when i need you?
where are you going to be when i want you?
some things i liked today:
Become the best at what you do. Keep redefining until it’s true.
— SEVDALIZA (@SEVDALIZA) January 3, 2021
these 'better sleeping' apps with their targeted ads that show up only after 2am… youre doing something huh
— phlwest (@phlwest) January 11, 2021
don’t make me loose my mind
it’s only worth it if we try
and retry
and do again.
don’t make me loose my fire
it’s only worth it if we try
and retry
and do again.
help me doing things again.
if you didn’t catch it i released a vlog yesterday
you should watch it on youtube
my first VLOG is live on youtube.
some playlist updates to my alt art vibes playlist which you can find here:
and some other poem things that you might enjoy.
love you for watching and sharing <3
2021 OUR YEAR
treat me like fire
burning through you
and treat me like hell
when i come back to you
<3
tell me more
than you can say
when others are around
YOUR LOVE
FEELS COOL
boycott whatsapp people please
imessage only from now on
can i trust you to recreate this feeling?
trust me
can i trust?
i’ve been listening to ‘Im your Empress Of’ by Empress Of today. it’s fucking bomb.
i highly recommend you checking this shit out for yourself
listen from beginning to end it’s an EXPERIENCE
women rule
i see tired eyes trying to wake me up
but it ain’t enough
your body ain’t enough
give me all your love
today and every day
i just revamped some of this shit
so please share with a friend
<3
i just remembered that i did some audio shit here
do that again i guess.
also been high on tea who would’ve thought
my mind is going 100 miles if you haven’t figured out by now
lost in visions of you
division by you
incision on you
correct me if im wrong but i feel like we’re cool
